They say that first things are always the hardest part. I say, indeed. Sitting at my bed at the 2nd foor of a double decker bed inside a room at the 3rd floor of a four storey house with my mama, brother, room mate and the land lady, I have to think what am I gonna do tomorrow. Tomorrow is the start of the start. Living with strangers is definitely a hard thing. It's just like living alone. But I'm looking forward in a great experience of having real, true and loyal friends.
Entering a school which is way far from home adds a feeling of no one to lean on. The feeling of being homesick. Missing my 4 months vacation. It's just weird that 4 months ago, I really want end my vacation but now I want it to prolong.
In just 2 days, I'll say goodbye to the old unfocused, irresponsible and playful kid that I am. College changes everything.